I hadn't got any idea about the subject of writing blog, till now. I have just realised that I had been excited and a bit concerned about tomarrow, because I' m going to be the teacher of English Literature Lesson. This is a new technique which our teacher made us more interested and related with the lessons. I think she is very successful on her idea, at least for me. I am going to try teaching " Civil War and Restoration".
I have been meeting with the James I, Charles I, Charles II in my dreams. Also I am fighting with the Oliver Cromwell there. :) I drink at the alehouses as poor citizens of the time. I afraid of the Roundheads just as the theatre actors of the time.
I am not sure if I will be successful or look like a stupid. I hope the first one. I always managed to cope with these kind of situations. I have been always lucky about that. But I will be alone in front of seventy something person. I have just started to understand what you feel during lessons.
While I was at the high school, one of my friends and me tried to belittle the job of our teacher. Then she gave us an unforgetable lesson. She sent us outside for 10 mins. and wanted us to come in one by one. She also wanted us to pretend like a teacher. I will be a student. While we were outside and thinking about what to do, she ordered left row to ask questions again and again , middle row not to stop talking with each other and right row to laugh at everything what we say. At the and of her game each of us cried because of anger.
In last lesson, when our teacher asked us who wants to try, I forgot what had happened and I jumped as a carp again . Now I am afraiding of so much. How will I stand? How will I behave? I think the most brilliant idea not to think. I should behave as always. I should make jokes about this serious think. I should try not to hear my friends trying to ridicule me.Only if I would be successful in this way.
Please wish luck for me.
:) good luck! tho for sure it is pver by now:)
YanıtlaSilat first it looks very scary to talk in front of many people but you get used to it very soon and forget all about the worries you had when you start talking! trust me :)
Yes, of course it was very scary to talk in front of many people. Moreover some of my friends tried to trip me up by ringing my mobile phone. It was closed but ıt destroyed my focus.When I forgot sth. I should say, Everyone murmuring with each other. I feel anger or even the wrath. I wanted to shout at them and leave the class. But thanks to the teacher ı controlled myself and finished.Shortly it was a terrible experiance again. I am not sure about being a teacher.
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